surviving this mouth

i figured i would just put in words
what has been fast falling inside me for the last couple of days

i realize this may not be the best forum
but fuck, i can only listen to myself for so long

there are very few things in the world that i can't stand
and one of them is not being able to control myself
when i can't stop thinking and letting it all go to hell
without anything happening and closing

i don't like it when i'm not myself
above everything, i feel disappointed with the fact that
i am too weak to just move on and not let things get to me
but i keep hearing from people around me
that "it's not my fault" and
"i shouldn't let others affect me so much"
well what am i supposed to do when my body
doesn't listen and does whatever the fuck it wants

don't read this in a mad voice
read it in a fucking standstill
because i'm not mad
i'm everything but

14.10.12

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