my life in someone's words

"what fuels the magic in the meantime/
i know it's hard without a vice.
we need to find a new solution/
an adaptation, a retribution;
if you truly do believe in something/
somehow it all works out."

"for the first time in a long time/
i can say that i want to try.
i feel helpless, for the most part/
but i'm learning to open my eyes.
and the sad truth of the matter is/
i'll never get over it, but i'm gonna try/
to get better and over come this moment/
in my own way.

i so want to get back on track/
and i'll do whatever it takes/
even if it kills me."

"and now we've realigned the edges.
i'm doing very well, i thank you;
all this empathy is starting to wear me down.

i wish i was someone else."