wanting dreams

it's been a very hectic couple of weeks
lots to do and little time to do it

ive been happier than i have been in a while
but not so much so that i feel normal;
every once in a while, i catch myself
exploring the dustier aspects of my attic/brain

im not sure if anything has changed per se
i just keep hoping that something good will happen for me
whatever that may be

my current playlist:
fleet foxes - helplessness blues
beach house - teen dream
the weeknd - house of balloons