nooooooooooooo

gonna start running again tonight after...

whatever months.

fuck.

edit:
also, i think (as i told linda at some
tumultuous hour of my night/her morning)
'silver linings playbook'
might actually be supplanting
'friday night lights'
as my all time favorite movie.

"there will always be a part of me that is dirty and sloppy,
but i like that, just like all the other parts of myself. i can forgive.
can you say the same for yourself, fucker? can you forgive? are you capable of that?"

- tiffany maxwell from 'silver linings playbook'

i was watching this at 3am
and even though i was alone in bed,
i still felt like the entire world around me disappeared,
and she was speaking only to me.

wanted to write all this down before i nearly forgot.