i'll only show you what i want you to see

things are tough
i don't really want to do anything
i go up the hill
and i try to breathe away my feelings

im not really sure of anything
every second feels different from the next
it's all upside down

im not even trying
i want to swallow the pain
make it mine
let it become myself
and walk him around the streets
showing his face to only myself
and we make a terrible pair