return

going through some old music i have
some of it makes me cringe
some of it makes me smile

one little gem was saves the day:
"please please please mr. hox/
won't you tell your daughter that i'm all alone/
and i'm not handling this well"

i hate that at least twice a day i completely lose it
most of the time im just kind of coasting
but without fail
ill disappear into myself
and find a new hurt to hold on to
it's quite terrible