one reason is you

if i want to feel happy

i wrote down a list a little while ago
of things that made me happy
and things that didn't make me happy

it was a dumb list

things that make me happy

i like venti green tea lemonades (wish i could put a tilde on that sucker)
4 pumps of sweetener, please

sometimes thinking of how fucked up
my life has been for a while
actually makes me smile a little bit

the absurdity of existence escapes almost all of us

primer

i am sitting in my room
and the lights are on
and there isn't much noise

the phone vibrates

descending back to reality
i think i could use a little break

gah
i deserve some happiness, right?
even if it means reaching deep inside
and dusting off a face i keep trying to forget

even if it's just for a moment

im up right now
see me later when im down
and you'll know